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[Aug 10, 2010 * 12:50am] |
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// dan sungguh ku kan di sisimu hingga ku mati.. //
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| //219 |
[Jun 20, 2009 * 2:45pm] |
Godimissyou.
somuch.
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| what should i say//218 |
[Jun 16, 2009 * 1:15pm] |
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its a guaranteed thing, i wil have so much words in my head but once im here, all got wiped clean.
oh well,
been sick which sucks.
and yea, whats new.
since friday which was crazy. and was sniffling the whole day during curriculum trg.
but was sooo good to be eli. missed her, that crazy girl.
altho something got me down, it somehow made me more certain of my goals and what im supposed to be working towards.
insyallah.
work has been good, maybe stress hasnt come to me yet.
random.thoughts.
i don't take people for granted thus i don't think people should take me for granted, heck, nobody should take anybody for granted.
mutual respect is super important.
sometimes, a thank you is more than enough, i don't think the one giving would request for anything more.
afterall, she had given.
random right?
muddled head, please clear up.
nose, that goes to you as well.
goodnight.
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| ponder//217 |
[Jun 8, 2009 * 3:03pm] |
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its ok right? being a girl.
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| i dunno..//216 |
[May 28, 2009 * 1:09pm] |
not feeling very good.
really.
:(
on a brighter note, lappie finally up and running abeit not at full health.
enough to do my work.
xoxo.
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| dear God//215 |
[May 15, 2009 * 7:06pm] |
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dear God,
I've been good these past 2 days.
i ate all my breakfast,lunch,dinner ; all my meals.
i ate my medicine.
i rested enough.
i slept nearly 36 hours.
please let me get well.
i want to enjoy my weekend and go back to work on monday.
Thank you God.//
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| on heating up//214 |
[May 13, 2009 * 8:45pm] |
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so many things to say.
so many things on my mind.
the only time that i stop thinking is when i sleep.
so sleep i did.
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| updates again.//213 |
[May 10, 2009 * 10:32pm] |
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yesterday and today was my first weekend off ever in my career life and i spent it being a bummer.
went to east point to kaypohkaypoh abit and then to sim lim square to get my lappie's charger and then
to east point again.
was a lone ranger coz bf outta town. hm.
and today i woke up with a right black eye.
hm, not reallly lar, but there were a dark circle under my right eye and i didnt have clear vision. it scared me silly
so i decided to just hang out at home.alone.
catched up on my book and then i had a 2 hour dose of Amazing race.
and that got me thinking ...
if i were to race around the world, who would be my ideal partner..
bf is out coz he said he doesnt want to race with ME. okaaaaaaaaaay.
tuz or tiez?
hmmmmmm.
what do you think? haha.
and then i watched charlie and the chocolate factory and then tv3
and then kan, i watched the most bimbotic show ever.
THE S factor. sshheeeesh.
they use singlish loorr and they can even articulate properly loor, and they cant even speak proper english.
eugh.
its reallllly horrible the show.
so basically, i was just resting and being a couch potato.
hmmmmmmmmm.
my baby's due back any moment, feel kinda bad im not fetching him.
:(
i shld reallly go to sleep soon.
baahh.
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| //211 |
[May 10, 2009 * 12:03am] |
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its been ages since i last updated this elljay of mine. alot of things have been happening since.
i reached a turning point in my life. left my comfort zone and went headfirst into preschool teaching.
haha! nothing dramatic tho.
although i do know that i have been working with children for the past year and a half, i realised that this is a different kinda stress. and im looooking forward to it. yay for me!
and finalllly i got tgif's and weekends off. hurrrr.
im at lil skoolhouse btw. different branch with hannah and elena but still.. :)
22may wokaay girls? haha.
i should really make a point in updating often. i do love to write.
and im random.
superrrr.
iloveyou bf.
muacks.
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| //210 |
[Mar 3, 2009 * 11:58pm] |
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im trying to hold on to my sanity.
my peace of mind.
it's so hard to be soo nice.
i should just shut up.
and talk to God.
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| aweesomeee ar.NOT.//209 |
[Feb 28, 2009 * 7:47pm] |
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argh.
i hate to be alone.
and i used up a whole box of tissue blowing my nose.
i am miserable.
i is totallly.
nobody wants to manja me.
i is still alonee.
waaargh.
how do i get rid of this cold?
i feld so meserbeld.
my nosed is blockked. sob.
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| i should be so happy//208 |
[Feb 25, 2009 * 2:41pm] |
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im by the beach now.
and with my laptop.
IM WORKING.
i noe i should be so contented. im in my happy place, 2nd happy place actually ( hm, i love my happy place #1)
but im feeling abit anxious actually.
coz i dont know how long more im gonna be in this job.
makes me breatheless when i think of how time flies,
stripping away your dreams, making you older, tracking you down forcing you to be responsible when you're not readyy.
i wished i was at that age of haydays, nothing much to worry bout except projects, school,
eugh.
myGod.
i need to get a grip.
A.R.G.H
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| my condolences.//207 |
[Feb 22, 2009 * 10:06pm] |
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it seems like i neglected this space. i feel kinda sad.
i love tis elljay of mine.
remind myself to update more often.
actually, i don't know why i suddenly came here.
i heard a piece of bad news.
to my poly mates who knows Juliana (the cat lover, remember??) from B02,
im not realllly very close to her but towards the end we managed to become friends.
and now i heard that her dad had passed away.
my sincerest condolences to you Juli and your family.
let us say a prayer or two for her late dad.
al-fatehah.
i don't know why im affected upon hearing the news. a couple of reasons but the strongest would have to be,
i miss my dad and even though he's not here, i know if that happens, i can't be strong at all.
oh well.
love the people aorund you coz you never know when they're gonna be taken away from you.
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| //206 |
[Jan 31, 2009 * 8:22pm] |
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i should start posting more.
if this elljay were a diary, i bet it would so be collecting dust.
i just came back, i had a blast.
won't tell you nosy people where i went.
muahahahaha.
now, i just dread starting work.
muaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrghh.
on a lighter note.
iloveyou. // :)
xoxo.
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| whole again//205 |
[Jan 12, 2009 * 9:32pm] |
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looking back on where we first met,
i cannot escape and i cannot forget
baby you're the one
you still turn me on
you can make me whole again
//<3
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| eff you.//204 |
[Jan 9, 2009 * 9:18pm] |
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go eff off.
just.
eff.
off.
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| and so..//203 |
[Jan 8, 2009 * 9:38pm] |
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and so,
i retreated into my own shell.
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| coz it's 2009 babyy//202 |
[Jan 5, 2009 * 8:41pm] |
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a late (5days!) happpy new year.
loooking forward to a better 2009.
full of laughter,peace, money and of course love.love.
nothing but the best wishes for :):)
time to sleeeeeep!
belated birthday wishes for my mentel bestie!
muacks.
//namimis kita mahal.
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| till the day i make you realise //201 |
[Dec 26, 2008 * 12:25am] |
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hun found the address of my sister's elljay and i decided to snoop around.
and i realised that,
she writes like me.
she doesnt write long sentences.
instead she breaks them up.
ahhahaha.
not a great find but stilll, it somehow amazes me.
see how little things make me go woah.
im physically drained out right now and i can't seem to sleep.
people go on and on bout how mind takes control over matter.
yeah right, i say.
cliches.
i need to stop falling sick.
and stop getting on my own nerves.
and i need to get over my fear of that stupid cockroaches.
their existence simply have absolutely no meaning in this world.
pffffft.
sleep laar ding dong!
wonder why nsync's song selfish keeps playing in my head?
//ilove.
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